Urgh, I know I shouldn't have, but I texted him. I'm just so angry and I have no outlet for it.
Seriously, I'm not angry that he broke up with me. That happens, it's not the end of the world. He's not my first boyfriend and he sure as hell won't be my last.
I'm angry that he didn't have the balls to talk to me in person. To face the consequences of his actions. I'm angry because he couldn't be bothered to act like the last 6 years meant anything to him.
I'm angry at myself because I'm reduced to sending snippy texts (he still hasn't sent stuff that he promised he would a few weeks ago. Quelle surprise...) as a means of venting. I'm not proud of it, and it doesn't make me feel better, so once he finally sends me my stuff, I'm deleting his number. I'm done with him. Having him in my life won't improve it, so he's being removed from it.
The era of Ollie is over, here's to the future without him.
Seriously, I'm not angry that he broke up with me. That happens, it's not the end of the world. He's not my first boyfriend and he sure as hell won't be my last.
I'm angry that he didn't have the balls to talk to me in person. To face the consequences of his actions. I'm angry because he couldn't be bothered to act like the last 6 years meant anything to him.
I'm angry at myself because I'm reduced to sending snippy texts (he still hasn't sent stuff that he promised he would a few weeks ago. Quelle surprise...) as a means of venting. I'm not proud of it, and it doesn't make me feel better, so once he finally sends me my stuff, I'm deleting his number. I'm done with him. Having him in my life won't improve it, so he's being removed from it.
The era of Ollie is over, here's to the future without him.
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